Hi fellow KM Readers! Like some of the authors here, it’s my first time writing (or sharing) my experience so I apologize in advance if the writing style sucks hahaha. I’ve known this site for quite a long time and I’ve read some excellent stories here, too. Anyway, I don’t mean to compete with them naman since what I’m about to divulge here might not be too interesting like the other stories posted here. I’ll try my best to make it palatable, though.
I’m Ram (an overused name, I believe) from Cebu, 19 years of age. I have to admit, I’m not gym fit, not even slim. I’m short, barely reached 5 ft., I guess. I have chinky eyes and a hairy body. Generally, I wouldn’t consider myself attractive.
Since I was a kid, I would never consider myself as gay, even when guys turned me on more frequently than girls. To be honest, I don’t want to label my gender identity. But if it’s either male or female, then I would put myself in the former. I decided not to tell anyone about this since I couldn’t even figure it out myself. It’s just that my heart beats for the girls, but the thing between my legs; it beats for both genders.
So much about my preferences, I’ve opened my eyes to this world because I’m a teenager, and teenage is when we are the most adventurous and daring and all other words synonymous to reckless. Before, I was contented with watching m2m videos and pictures on the internet, and as I grew older, I wanted to know how it feels – to be under another guy and be intimate with him. But I was and am always hesitant and afraid, so I chose not to act on those urges… yet.
It all started when I created a WeChat account. It was supposed to be innocent and all, but because of its People Nearby function, shit got weird. People would say “hi” to you and add you, some want to be friends, some want more. But then, I have my biases, so I would just entertain those I find interesting.
Soon, a guy named Andrew began chatting with me. He began putting kinky ideas in my mind; dickpics, cam sex, those kinds of ideas. At first, I was afraid to try, but the call of flesh was too strong, not to mention the raging hormones of teenage. So I did anything he wanted me to and I liked them, nevertheless.